I looked through the car window. She was sitting on the pavement as usual. A beggar maid in her frail frame of a couple of bones beneath a pale, dirty skin. She didn’t have even a begging bowl -a tattered blanket was her only possession. Surprisingly, she never begged and always sat with her back towards the world – as if to denounce it.
Why did she stick to that place ?
Maybe she lost her child at that spot. I wondered.
Everyday I expected her to be missing- only to be mistaken. However, my egoist self didn’t allow any sympathy to creep in.
Today she was gone.. L Her place appeared cleaner than its surroundings and stood out as a scar. I could not locate my ego but instead found a scar in my heart which I might have to carry ever. Forever !
Why you have a scar in your heart? That you could not be sympathetic to her while she was there. If you had been, what would you have done?
By: Poonam Sharma on June 24, 2008
at 11:32 am
You have a kind heart and BIG one too!
By: Amit Chatterjee on June 25, 2008
at 4:09 pm
Amit, How I wish I could live upto ur expectation!!
By: Rajib on June 30, 2008
at 6:38 am
Poonam, Though I am still sympathetic to her, I could not give a tangible form of my feelings at the right time. That haunts me.
By: Rajib on June 30, 2008
at 7:15 am
Another one of your wonderfully observed and felt emotions!!!
By: Ravi Sharma on November 24, 2008
at 10:13 am
@ Ravi : Thnx. Keep on reading n commenting.
By: Rajib on November 25, 2008
at 4:55 am