Posted by: Rajib | August 20, 2009

My Spiritual Belief

I never thought of writing on this topic, till recently a close relative of mine urged me to.

When I started my journey as a kid, I thought that my world constituted of only objects with physical forms. As I grew, I noticed that these physical objects gradually slipped like water from, in between my fingers. Permanent separations shattered me the most. Lives were lost. I learnt two things. First, grief and pain are very powerful teachers. And second, there is certainly something present beyond these physical forms. During this time, I felt the presence of a Guardian Angel. I started introspecting and soon realised that more I tried to possess things, more I was scared of losing them, more I tried to confine myself within a ‘self’, more I was threatened of getting it broken into pieces. It was then I started experimenting with ‘expansion’. It is tremendously difficult. It is like fighting with my ownself. Very slowly I started learning that actually ‘joy’ lies only in ‘selflessness’, only in ‘giving away’. However, ‘Giving’ does not entail only the material objects, it also means sharing my inner joy, warmth, happiness and knowledge with all people around me. It is only possible when I include others also within my ‘self’ and expand my world.

My Spiritual journey is a quest for eternal joy and life. They say, ‘ begin with faith, continue with conviction and end with realisation’. I am trying, and sure to reach the goal sooner or later :)


Responses

  1. Very well articulated. Keep writing and inspiring! Here’s my take… I feel overjoyed when my 11 yr. old achieves something good. Now, if I can ‘expand’ my’self’ to my neighbour’s child or relative’s child, shouldn’t I feel overjoyed many times over and more frequently for their achievements? To the contrary, if I limit myself, I burn from jealousy. Clearly ‘expansion’ is a better option.
    Frankly, I have been in ‘expansion’ for the last so many years, but only sideways.

  2. Thanks Amit for the encouragement :)

  3. I loved the poetry in this line: “physical objects gradually slipped like water from, in between my fingers.”

    I was also moved by the following line:
    “‘Giving’ does not entail only the material objects, it also means sharing my inner joy, warmth, happiness and knowledge with all people around me”

    The above was an expansive definition of giving!

    A question I have for you though why does it have to be a quest?

  4. Thanks Amit !

    The ‘quest’ gives me the sense of ‘incompleteness’ and hence more ‘impetus’ to reach my goal, like a river gushing towards the ocean.

  5. Great site…keep up the good work.

    • Thnx Bill !!

      Keep visiting…. :)

  6. Your metaphor answers my question really well. Though I have another question:

    Didn’t the river come from the ocean (via the monsoon :-) )?

  7. Cool site, love the info.

    • Hi, Nice to know that you liked it. Thnx !

  8. What you write is so true. Getting attached to anything material or people is setting yourself up for pains. The only way to have peace is to have an equal/blanket bonding with everyone. feeling happy for every good thing that happens, regardless of to whom it happens and similarly feel bad for every wrong that gets its way.
    By the way this is a great blog!

    • Thnx Pratyush !
      Great to know that you liked it.

      Keep visiting, reading and commenting.. :)


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